Been a long time since I posted here!
I currently feel writing.
Promises were meant to be broken. Just few hours I still not believe to this, not until someone broke his promises! I kept my faith to him, I got no worries because I know how much generosity and kindhearted he is. But hear words cuts/stabs my heart. It was better to be hurt physically. Reading his message, my phone sudden become blur unconsciously my tears begun to fall. I cry and cry and cry memories came back. I am hurt I am devastated I am pathetic for crying. I can’t believe that words can came from mouth of his! Truly grateful am I for the help and “free money” she gave. But we didn’t ask for it. I can’t believe it. If you just waited for me until I finished my studies. Just 2 years from now I will graduate why? why? now that we needed you the most. I pity my mother, I am a useless daughter who can’t help her financially. All her life she raise me and make money just for me to have a good life. Less than 30 years of working for her (the one I’m talking who broke his promise) all the hardwork of mother. I am truly in pain now. I can’t imagine how does my mother felt. I wish I could baggage of my mother problem and even she doesn’t show I pain she is. I feel her Ramdam ko sakit Nararamdaman ng Nanay ko. Ibigay nalang sana sakin ni lord lahat. Lord bigyan mo po kami ng liwanag sa madilim namin tinatahak na ito. I guide mo po ko kami sa desisyon at gagawin naming hakbang para malagpasan ang problemang ito.