I’m getting tired of waking up and did the same thing all over again. It is so hard to go to school without (friends and acquaintances) motivation, and you feel like your out of place. Being an irregular students-( not having same class and classmates all the time) is hard for me. You know engaging with different personalities and characteristic (diversity) especial as an introvert. Yes I admit,I’m an introvert. I want a place with less crowded people. And to fit in the society or in a group you have to communicate to others which I lack. I indulge my self and try to fit in but I know in myself I’m not happy. I’m not anti-social, I enjoy adventures, going out with friends. It just that so hard to push yourself to engage with people that don’t like you or you don’t like. But for my dreams, for the success and for my family and myself, I am willing to surpass this flaw of mine. Sure thing when I pass this challenge in my life, I would look back and say to myself I never know I could make it.
P.S I’m writing this down to boast my confidence because who else would? It should be you! Me! It is one of my way to express how I feel right at the moment. Also it is a great practice to improve my writing and widen my thoughts and vocabulary in English. So bare with me. 😊
